Numb

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface

I don't know what you're expecting of me

Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me?

Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control

Cause everything that you thought I would be

Has fallen apart right in front of you

And every second I waste is more than I can take

And I know I may end up failing too

But I know you were just like me

With someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you

~ Numb by Linkin Park

There is no pain, you are receding.

A distant ship's smoke on the horizon.

You are only coming through in waves.

Your lips move, but I can’t hear what you’re saying.

When I was a child, I had a fever.

My hands felt just like two balloons.

Now I’ve got that feeling once again.

I can’t explain, you would not understand.

This is not how I am.

I have become comfortably numb.

~ Comfortably Numb by Pink Floyd

Numb.
Loss of feeling.
Numb.
No sensation.
Numb.
Lack of love.
Numb.
Ice cold frozen.
Numb.
Unalive, deadened
Numb.
Numbskull.

Take care and be well.