About Me

I have done a lot of things in my life and have also worked in many different jobs to make a living and to experience life. This blog is just some of my musings, sometimes funny, sometimes inspirational, sometimes sad, sometimes angry, sometimes simple but all the time, it's just me.

Monday, June 6, 2011

In and out

People come in and people go out of our lives. In our bodily life as well as our soul life, people are always coming in and leaving.

Somehow, many of us are hurt when people leave, whether it is through death, divorce, misunderstanding, etc.

Instead of rejoicing people that are in our lives, many of us including myself in the past are dwelling on people that have left our lives.

As mentioned in my previous blog, the soul purpose is to be as close to the Divine as possible. The soul purpose is to be divine.

Thus, people come into our lives and leave our lives for a specific purpose and reason. You may not know the reason immediately but there is a purpose to their being in your life or out of your life.

Somehow, we all seem to really get down about those who have left. I cannot pin-point the reasons for it, but we tend to focus on loss rather than what we have or what we have gained.

I have had many losses in my life. Friends through death, distance as well as arrogance, misunderstanding and miscommunication. I have lost "my human mother" through death. I have lost my siblings through similar reasons.

But what have I gained?

I have gained so much more in life.

I have gained many new interesting soul connections. I have gained my connection to one true mother, Mother Earth. I have gained one true connection with the father, Divine Universe.

I have gained connection to angels and guardians.

I have gained connection to love, gratitude and forgiveness.

I now no longer look behind at my losses but look ahead to the many good things I have in my life.

My life is not perfect, the soul of I is still on his path to be divine but it is well on his way.

People come in and out of my soul's eternal life, for a purpose and I thank them and I seek forgiveness and I give my love to all these souls that have touched or brushed my soul. Even if their intention was evil and bad, I thank them and send them love.

That stabs I used to feel in my back are now filled with love and gratitude in my heart, in my mind and in my very being.

Those in the past are just memories, soon fading away and blown away like dust in the wind.

In the end of it all, all we are are the souls that we are and everything else, our body, our clothes are just dust in the wind.

I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone
All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity
Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind.
Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea
All we do, crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see
Dust in the wind, all we are is dust in the wind
Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky
It slips away, and all your money won't another minute buy.
Dust in the wind, all we are is dust in the wind

 Take care and be well.


Anonymous said...

Hi Nil! Good day to you.
Thank you for sharing this wonderful blogpost. It struck me to the heart because this is what I am experiencing right now. I've lost someone special because of misunderstanding. Oh well, I guess I gained more than what I loss. I've been in some realization and now I know that I must move on. Because there is still more in life and still more to be thankful for ^.^

anju said...