My best friend

I never had no one that I could count on

I've been let down so many times

I was tired of hurtin', so tired of searchin'

'Til you walked into my life

It was a feelin'

I'd never known

And for the first time

I didn't feel alone

You're more than a lover

There could never be another

To make me feel the way you do

Oh, we just get closer

I fall in love all over

Every time I look at you

I don't know where I'd be

Without you here with me

Life with you makes perfect sense

You stand by me and you believe in me

Like nobody ever has

When my world goes crazy,

you're right there to save me

You make me see how much I have.

~ Tim McGraw

I do not believe in best friends and I do not think I have ever had a best friend ever.

My wife does come in close, but she is my wife and she is among my closest friends and ally.

My lil furry son, Al E, he is someone I love and adore, and he will always be close to me.

So, no best friends ..... except maybe now!

My best friend is ....... drum roll please .......

God.

OK, may sound a little cheesy, but why not. He is all of our best friend. He never ignores us, He never leaves us when we need Him, He is loving and forgiving, He listens and He hears, He guides and He fights for us.

What more could one want from a best friend?

In kindergarten, one of my good friends was John. Where is he now? God only knows.

In primary school, the few friends I had, I do not even remember their names. But Yogi, who was my friend since I was 5 is no longer even in my life now.

In secondary school, many friends I had. But as soon as I left and went away, even the friends disappeared. It was a time before mobile phones and Internet and home telephone numbers changed from 5 to 6 to 7 digits, so it was difficult to keep in touch.

I went to college and university and again only God knows what happen to all these friends.

Apart from the few who I have "re-connected" with via Facebook, most are living somewhere, in their own lives, oblivious to the past friendships and kinship that we all had.

I started working as a journalist and knew hundred if not thousands of people. We had a group of us who would go have fun all the time.

In the factory that I worked in, I keep in touch with 1 person.

In this company or that company, friendship comes and goes. Whether is is angels or devils, sometimes angels become devils, but that is what friendship is in this human form that the soul of I has taken.

So, do you have a best friend? Move away for a few years and see if you remain best friends.

But one thing that remains consistent is God. He is always there. And now my main guardians and other guardians who help me, who are mainly also doing what God wants them to do. And through God and through my guardians, I have discovered myself. Me, not Nil Timbadia in the current bodily form, but me, the soul that is I, the divine soul of I which is closest and dearest to God.

Next month, I will be finishing the forty second year in this bodily form. I have live thousands of years, but in this temporary vessel, body, it is completing forty two.

I will be writing about the power of the Soul. About inside wisdom. It will hopefully help some of you to tap into the most powerful force in the Universe, your divine soul, which is the same DNA as God, your connection to God.

I will write about understanding of soul, the power of love and gratitude, healing yourself from within, breaking free from past and making a bridge to the future, the journey that you will take will lead you to living your soul life, not your body life.

I and God, we are the best of friends. This is His guidance through me, that maybe will connect you, your divine soul back to him.

But that is next month, and it may go on till May, but I will write about it and I will maybe also write about other things in between.
I am not God. I am a soul, I have a body. The soul that I am is divine, and the divinity is connected to that of God's divinity, it is connected to Mother Earth, Father Sky, the Heavens above, the moon and the stars, the fishes and the birds, the animals and the trees, the Universe that is.

Take care and be well.