About Me

I have done a lot of things in my life and have also worked in many different jobs to make a living and to experience life. This blog is just some of my musings, sometimes funny, sometimes inspirational, sometimes sad, sometimes angry, sometimes simple but all the time, it's just me.

Friday, March 25, 2011

My best friend

I never had no one that I could count on
I've been let down so many times
I was tired of hurtin', so tired of searchin'
'Til you walked into my life
It was a feelin'
I'd never known
And for the first time
I didn't feel alone
You're more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh, we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Every time I look at you
I don't know where I'd be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You stand by me and you believe in me
Like nobody ever has
When my world goes crazy,
you're right there to save me
You make me see how much I have.
~ Tim McGraw

I do not believe in best friends and I do not think I have ever had a best friend ever.

My wife does come in close, but she is my wife and she is among my closest friends and ally.

My lil furry son, Al E, he is someone I love and adore, and he will always be close to me.

So, no best friends ..... except maybe now!

My best friend is ....... drum roll please .......

God.

OK, may sound a little cheesy, but why not. He is all of our best friend. He never ignores us, He never leaves us when we need Him, He is loving and forgiving, He listens and He hears, He guides and He fights for us.

What more could one want from a best friend?

In kindergarten, one of my good friends was John. Where is he now? God only knows.

In primary school, the few friends I had, I do not even remember their names. But Yogi, who was my friend since I was 5 is no longer even in my life now.

In secondary school, many friends I had. But as soon as I left and went away, even the friends disappeared. It was a time before mobile phones and Internet and home telephone numbers changed from 5 to 6 to 7 digits, so it was difficult to keep in touch.

I went to college and university and again only God knows what happen to all these friends.

Apart from the few who I have "re-connected" with via Facebook, most are living somewhere, in their own lives, oblivious to the past friendships and kinship that we all had.

I started working as a journalist and knew hundred if not thousands of people. We had a group of us who would go have fun all the time.

In the factory that I worked in, I keep in touch with 1 person.

In this company or that company, friendship comes and goes. Whether is is angels or devils, sometimes angels become devils, but that is what friendship is in this human form that the soul of I has taken.

So, do you have a best friend? Move away for a few years and see if you remain best friends.

But one thing that remains consistent is God. He is always there. And now my main guardians and other guardians who help me, who are mainly also doing what God wants them to do. And through God and through my guardians, I have discovered myself. Me, not Nil Timbadia in the current bodily form, but me, the soul that is I, the divine soul of I which is closest and dearest to God.

Next month, I will be finishing the forty second year in this bodily form. I have live thousands of years, but in this temporary vessel, body, it is completing forty two.

I will be writing about the power of the Soul. About inside wisdom. It will hopefully help some of you to tap into the most powerful force in the Universe, your divine soul, which is the same DNA as God, your connection to God.

I will write about understanding of soul, the power of love and gratitude, healing yourself from within, breaking free from past and making a bridge to the future, the journey that you will take will lead you to living your soul life, not your body life.

I and God, we are the best of friends. This is His guidance through me, that maybe will connect you, your divine soul back to him.

But that is next month, and it may go on till May, but I will write about it and I will maybe also write about other things in between.
I am not God. I am a soul, I have a body. The soul that I am is divine, and the divinity is connected to that of God's divinity, it is connected to Mother Earth, Father Sky, the Heavens above, the moon and the stars, the fishes and the birds, the animals and the trees, the Universe that is.

Take care and be well.

6 comments:

DElizabeth said...

I can completely relate to your writing.

~nOe~ said...

beautiful post!

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Pedro Garcia Millan said...

HERE'S A DIFFERENT KIND OF REALITY IN THE U.S.A. THAT PEOPLE TURN A BLIND EYE TO BUT AFFECTS THEM DAILY AND WILL EVENTUALLY KILL SOCIETY AS YOU & I BOTH KNOW IT UNLESS WE STAND UP & STOP THEM!
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***PART 1

THE U.S. CITIZENS HAVE THEIR BRAINS SCRAMBLED VIA FLUORIDE IN THE WATER & ALL THE ASPERTAME THEY CONSUME IN POP DRINKS, BUT THERE IS MORE.....

You see, Bush Sr., & Jr., Clinton, Reagan, Carter, Obama, Ford...ALL these presidents are in what is dubbed a SECRET SOCIETY called The Moloch Axis Demoniacs (i coined the phrase myself...Dr. A.P. and i don't use my full name because WHO knows WHAT sinister crap they'd do to me IF they found out?) or M.A.D. for short.

These people, and there’s obviously more of them (Cheney, Rumsfeld etc.) than the ones mentioned, control KEY positions not just in government, business, finance, society etc. They not only perpetuate what will keep them in power today, but take steps to GRADUALLY erode MORAL, SOCIAL and FAMILY VALUES in society. This degradation is so gradual that it's like hair loss! You see it ever so slowly and you have to be a keen eye to boot!

For example, women in the workforce...they go to work so WHO takes care of the kids? Some goofs getting minimum wage who could care less about those kids. Family split apart because NOW both parents work and the cost of life itself purposely increased to perpetuate this separation. Kids grow up with NO moral/social/family values. Repeat this a few generations and before you know it, you have mindless zombies that don't know RIGHT from WRONG! The masses will be easily programmable to get in debt, and be anti-Christ-like etc. Add ASPERTAME, Fluoride in tap water, MSG and genetically modified foodstuffs to the mix and the process expands both rapidly & exponentially.

Also, the coming mark of the beast 666. Remember HOW it all used to be ca$h only? Then they introduced checks, then credit cards to get yourself in serious financial troubles, then ATM cards, and now that STUPID SWIPE-PASS card. What is the purpose of all this? To get people broken down enough and stupid enough through putting FLUORIDE in the drinking water and ASPERTAME in soda drinks/pop cans so we ALL can accept the 666 chip. So NOBODY can buy or sell or own ANYTHING lest he has the mark of the beast (anti-Christ) which is 666.

I can go on for days & days as to the subtleties and more examples but i think you all SEE the points i make here. It's all SUBTLE and GRADUAL negative changes day in & day out that these M.A.D. demons (because they are demonic and have placed their trust in demons in exchange for their souls and material possessions here on earth) are passing into laws in Canada, USA, UK, SPAIN, FRANCE etc.

Nil said...

Wow, talk about my best friend God and a loooooooong comment about demons and MAD. Irrespective of the comment, I respect the right of comment but I believe my best friend God will take care of things.

One Woman's Thoughts said...

I found your posting on best friends true to my own life as well. People come into our lives for a season and a reason, either for us or for themselves. But once we accept God, he is always there. With his strength and wisdom we understand our purpose here on earth.